every beat of my heart

Monday, May 31, 2010

after posting my last post, i've been thinking about it..
well maybe i dun wanna celebrate my 21st birthday in some big birthday party that most people do anyway. it's gonna be a chore planning for it and preparing for it and cleaning up and all those stuffs :) plus, who am i suppose to invite?!

oh wells,
hence on second thoughts,
i'll be satisfied with a candlelight dinner at some porch-like place..
to top that off, balloons lots and lots of them!
and together with my dearest prince charming...
outdoors will be great so please dun rain! :D

sounds like an unrealistic plan. HAHA
oh wells, back to my kids for today! :)
(and books tonight....)

*throbs @07:01
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

psych me pleaseeeee! x)

a social aggregate of mine juz recently celebrated her 21st...
or rather, her friends put together a birthday surprise in celebration of it for her....

*envy*

i wonder how will i celebrate mine.
will deakin be nice and let me end exams before(pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease)? on? or... *fingers crossed* after?

hearing others having their birthday celebrated for them makes me feel happy for them.
yes,yes,yes... i know mine's still farfarfarfarfar away... oh wells x)

on a brighter note...
helping out in the nursery room... i realised that whenever those little walking babies see people walking in from the door, they're very happy.. but whenever they walk out, they cry! HMMM. applying psychology into the setting... could it be because they think that the door eats up all these people? like a blackhole? when people go through it they'll never come back again? and when people come through it it's like the blackhole releases people from it's claws? hahaha x) ororor.. could it be because they saw their parents walking out through the door.. and because they still cannot grasp that some heirarchy of knowing thingy, they wonder where did their parents go after going through that door.. and they keep wondering where their parents are until 5pm when they get picked up.. HMMMM.

HAHA. random.
i tink that's enough psychology for now.. it's not even this year's psych i'm talking about!
GEE!

*throbs @06:58
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

poem by GH and HJ

posted on the E290 blog (:
thought i'll "borrow" it on my blog for memory sake! (:
this poem was written as a collaboration PROJECT by genghao and huijie (: by saying project means haha, i'm sure there'll be more right? (: i thank God for your faith and love for Him (: deeply encouraged! (: keep rooting deeper in Him! (:

I will ride on Your wings, and let the strength of your flight bring me through all things
Lifting me up without a worry, for it's for freedom that You set me free
Through the fog we'll fly, through the deserts we'll pass, for I know that Your kingdom will come to last
So let me follow You for all my days, reassured that You'll light the way.

I'll conquer the valleys and I'll scale the mountains, with you I'll be the rightful champion
My sanctuary's found in Your heavenly arms, for it's my only eternal calm
Even when my faith has wavered and I'm fallen from grace, it's Your name I'll always embrace
For You know my every thought and my very soul, in You I'll always grow.

You are the Way, the Truth and the Life, in You my love never subsides
In times of lack, and when I'm deprived, I won't worry 'cause it's You who provides
Use me as Your vessel, and rest assured it'll never be hollow
For Lord, You are the captain of my ship; wherever you steer, I will always follow.

Labels: quotes :D

*throbs @08:17
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

working student!

oooo my blog died.
haha it's time to revive it! :D

been busy with school and the endless assignment mad-rushes. and not forgetting work too! (: bet i didnt mention it in my hectic busyness, i managed to find work at a daycare centre in my uni (: work's been really fun and so has the kids. but after my first two days of work, i fell sick.

ha.

muz be those kids and their viruses :p
or then again it might juz me my midnight oils burnt the previous two nights for the completion of two of my major assignments that was due :p

but nonetheless,
for the first time in 2years maybe more (or at least since i've been in melby), i came down with a terrible-feeling throat and a blocked nose that resulted in blocked ears. which lasted for almost a week. GEE. got lovingly persuaded into staying home to rest on an originally long sunday planned, and realised that was rest much needed (:

so feeling much better,
back to work. work's been really fun and interesting (:
pay's really good as well though it's juz a bonus for this experience that i'm gaining now (:
for the first time, i changed nappies! :D and the kids are juz so loveable. still remember the first day of work, instead of calming kids down i ended up making them cry even more because i was someone they never seen before :p remembering all those kids names was "yikes" too! kept getting kid's names mixed up and calling the kids wrongly hence not eliciting any response from them :p and then comes the part when twins look so identical you fret at who's who......

but once was this pair of twins, hamish and oscar. they decided to play together IN a hoolahoop :p hamish will lead and oscar will follow wherever hamish walks around the playground.. they got stuck once when both tried to lead in opposite directions before i intervened. and the funny thing was that once hamish walked under the slide's steps, and because the hoolahoop was too big for the gap, they got stuck - hamish under the stairs, oscar outside. hahaha x) it was so funny.

i guess this work experience is juz so rewarding as well (:
despite the desperately learning phase, i love what i'm doing. at least i know there's one kid that remembers my name! (:

*throbs @12:44
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